Just like any other Wednesdays, I tend to always feel rather demoralised after that particular class. Without doubt, there’s no exception for today, but that demoralising feeling is just much intense than the usual. Yes, I’m utterly depressed after today’s class. UGHHHHHH. *Deep sigh*
On a side note, I miss Wang Wang! I miss his new little “Hi five!” trick. Tee Hee.
With Love,
Rui Min
Recess week is approaching to almost an end, and WTH I don’t even have the time for MYSELF. What I meant is, I don’t even have a “ME” time. Ughh. I have been chionging for projects from MoN – Fri. Yes, I just came home after a long day at starbucks, and I have been drinking this for freaking don’t know how many times this week that I got sick of it. I think I am not typing coherently here because I am simply very frustrated at this moment, and I just wanna find an avenue to vent all these frustration out.
I thought I have a rest day for tomorrow but I am so absolutely wrong because I have to make a trip to Pulau Ubin in the morning and another proj meeting at town in the late noon. HOW GREAT.
I’m so freaking tired now, and so MANY things are left on my desk, UNDONE.
With Love,
Rui Min
I can predict that I’m not going to have an enjoyable mid-term hols. Now I know why people often complained about non-exam mods. They really are a KILLER. That mod simply occupies 3/4 of my time. Oh god, please give me strength when I’m so weary.
With Love,
Rui Min
Give me a break. I’m totally exhausted.
Side-tracked. KT caught a facial expression that I unintentionally show during break today, while I was talking about something. OH MAN. >.< I can never hide anything from her. HAHAHA.
And I'm soooooo addicted to "Personal Taste" drama that I have the urge to watch the entire series episodes online at once, despite my tight schedule. NO NO NO!!! I must resist this temptation!!
I must emphasize that Lee Min Ho is fabulously gorgeous! I bet KT will agree with this if she happened to see this post. hahaha.
I don't think I'm writing coherently here. But, who cares? Too tired already.
With Love,
Rui Min
Busy Busy Busy. I couldnt manage to find any better words to describe the situation I’m facing now. So CNM isn’t that slack afterall, as we have concluded. It’s just a different kind of stress. The stress that arises from the tight deadlines. Deadlines Deadlines and nothing but weekly deadlines that drive you crazy. I’m exhausted and admittedly, I havent been touching all my readings since 2 or 3 weeks ago. The weekly writing assignments, group projects and the weekly compulsory confirmed need to be done tutorial (cos’ if I dont do that tutorial for my writing module, I’m going to die when it comes to my weekly assignment), they took up basically all of my time.
Sigh. What can I do? Like what we often said, just tahan lor…
Digressed. I wasnt really feeling happy for the past 2 days although I did put up a smiley face in front of somebody. I was really kinda disappointed because the effort that I have put in on sunday was wasted and I have to come up with a new plan, which has caused me to spend extra time in order to get myself to adapt to the new one. I hope I did the right thing. Anyway, it’s already over and I have already handed in the plan. I hope I did it right this time. The main reason for me to do this was because I do not want to see us fighting with each another just because of this simple stupid plan, so I decided to step back. I know you wouldn’t read my blog, and that’s precisely the reason why i decide to write it down here.
With Love,
Rui Min
At times like this, I really wish to have a HUGE BAR of Tobelerone to munch on.
Ignore the humongous amt of calories it would cause since I’m already this fat.
With Love,
Rui Min
Gonna spend about less than 5 mins to rant everything out. I have a whole chunk of To-do-list to be completed by this week. I have a biography to hand in tmr, an interview plan with a real person to be handed in next wed, a short presentation to prepare for nxt mon’s tutorial, research to be done for my PR project, my weekly tutorial assignments and readings to be done (and I’m already one week behind!) Tell me, how can I buy more time??
I hate DEADLINES.
With Love,
Rui Min
I know I shouldn’t be right here writing this post now because there are like tonnes of readings and research for me to do starting from this week (in actual fact, the torture should begin at this particular moment). But hell, somehow I feel like drooping off to sleep now, after having a good bath. And with this kind of rainy weather, it makes me wanna drift off to sleep even more. Hell lots of readings waiting for me, I dunno which one to start first. I HATE 9am tutorials cos I need to wake up at 6am and join the “great morning bus squeeze” during the peak hour. I was like standing throughout the 1.5hrs journey!!!
Side-tracked. I feel a little dejected after a minor incident that happened today. I already knew it would be like this. Sigh. Drifted.
With Love,
Rui Min
It’s going to be the end of week 2 and finally all modules lects and tuts are finally confirmed. My days in school shall be heavy, with tutorials starting as early as 9am in the morning and ending as late as 7pm in the evening. I’m taking public relations related modules, a political sci mod and writing for the mass media module this sem. A totally different study experience especially the writing part since there’s a specific style that I need to adhere to. I dont hope much, but I will try my best. With 5 modules that all have projects as part of the cirriculumn component and the never ending pile of readings to go through….hahaha… I’m really keeping my finger crossed about it. Nevertheless I have no choice but to make it through, In fact, all of us have to make it through regardless of what is happening around us. I’m glad to have KT with me as my study partner in school. 
Seems like I’m writing without much coherence.
Anyway, my main purpose for this post is to wish my dear maxine koh yu wen! Happy 21st Birthday!!!
With Love,
Rui Min
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